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Geli, 17. I'm currently taking up BA Communication and Media♥ This is my blog, the occasional remnants of my night attacks. My CAMISADO.♥The main theme for this blog is the album A Fever You Can't Sweat Out (Panic! at the Disco), among other things so you may see borrowed lines here and there. ♥ |
My Fair Afternoon
{Wednesday, April 22, 2009} 6:06 AM  We must wash literature off ourselves. We want to be men above all, to be human. --Antonin Artaud ..
iron
{} 6:00 AM I have a love-hate relationship with medicines. I dread the fact that they can manipulate my body and thoughts and feelings but once I have it, I love it. I love it now. I want to be cradled to sleep with my blood pills. Cradled to sleep forever, not being able to feel the red deluge coming out of me. The red deluge coming out from everywhere of me. Blinding me when I am awake and keeping me awake.They come out of my ears, nose, eyes, mouth... It leaks for they are close. Now oblivious, it isn't so bad. My own private red deluge. ..
Busy with Comics
{Wednesday, April 8, 2009} 6:35 AM I'm not sure when I last posted (I never really have much sense of time) but it feels kinda long anyways. I was busy with a Comic Workshop which I didn't do well at, but learned a lot from. It was fun, the mentors are professional illustrators, pencilers, etc. They were very open and let us make our way in figuring what style/technique that best suits us. They just answer our questions and introduced the necessary shizzits. They just gave us a clue and that's what we just need. I don't know how often, but I think the best way to make a person grow is when you just give them a clue and let them go on their way. If you lead them step by step then how can they extend their arms and reach wonders? They start to become stiff and unsure with the craft. Kinda like what my old guitar teacher taught me. That's why I used to be scared to touch my guitar,one summer but I learned eventually. Will write more and maybe post pictures of the workshop. FAREWELL, Geli ..
To write about her... (JOURNAL EXCERPT)
{Wednesday, April 1, 2009} 3:49 AM (From my journal last March 26, 2009. No Its not all I've written, just the first bits) How it started, I’m not really sure. With interlocked eyes, our gazes never seem really that significant but it sure made a mark on eachother since after we unconsciously progress closing in. An invisible thread pulling to a core. I only remember the times where you said I have soulful eyes. Feeling naked everytime I’m staring idly at you unknowingly, deep in my own thoughts. I dismissed the statement laughing as if it was a ridiculous thing to say but I am filled with love. I have loved you, this could work out. I cannot fully explain my nature as a friend to others. I cannot generalize what kind of person I am, it is obvious that everything in this world is complex unless you break it down into pieces and just focus in one particular thing or word or whatever and be able to sum it up. Like a tree… In what of the tree? The trunk. What’s with it? Its color… Brown, it’s brown. I know it seems ridiculous but I will not try to make amends with anything I lack in writing this. This is for my own, this is how I am defining what is in me. Going back to what I said, I cannot fully explain my nature as a friend but I will try to define what I am to you and you are to me. In an aspect, of course… I know I will not be able to write it all but I’ll write what I can. For what? Why will I do this? I don’t know, maybe I’m hoping to bring certain clarity to myself because I feel like this is some shitty mess in the back of my brain that I need to clean up by breaking it down into pieces. ..
Is today suppose to be funny?
{} 2:54 AM  I saw this at photobucket.com a month ago and oh man,if this were real I bet PATD fans are just gonna freak But its not. Yipee, skippy. So anyways,
It's a Nokia 3315 btw, I'm not like those kids who feel like they need to keep up with the gadget trend. If it works and it satisfies me with the services it offers then its cool, cool, cool.
Farewell. Will post more journal excerpts a little later. (As if someone actually follow this) ..
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